Do you consider yourself a sadist, and if so, what about it do you like? At what point does sadistic pleasure become abuse and what differentiates you from the others?

I like making people react. The world is a stage, and I’m the audience.

The deeper I care about someone, the more sadistic my teasing becomes. There’s also a big difference between those I love platonically, and the one I take as my slave. Only for her are the deepest levels of my sadistic desires reserved. It is the most intimate and invasive way of consecrating my ownership over her.

The important thing is the emotional feedback loop as I drive her further over the edge until she can’t hold her walls up anymore. When her soul, with all its hurt and pain and suffering is laid bare, she is the most beautiful creature in the universe.

As for what differentiates me from the others, I couldn’t say.

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